Ada yang tergerus pada yang dibilang hati, menelungkup sanubari, kelu. terbawa angin sendu, terhanyut hujan, biru. berpeluk pada satu ingatan, haru. jatuh dalam bayang kala itu. metamorfosa tak selamanya berlaku. beginikah rasanya jika temu, hanya berujung rindu? Tasikmalaya, 20-12-2015 Aisyah.
I have been in a very long time not having experienced a goosebumps reading someone's texts for so long, except from one person that I dont even dare to think about. But this past week was different. There was spark reading these text messages from that person, from him whom I knew randomly, oh yes a stranger enters my life. I know it is weird and too good to be true. Yet I was excited to see how this one goes and on. I was expecting a lot, not denying it. He answered all the questions exactly like i wanted to hear, and he was like my mirror in many ways. We were both excited, I knew it and I did feel it. But it was all too good to be true, when two strangers meet and then collide as one in just one moment. I hope I could choose to accept and continue what we already have... but this feeling lost its sparks once those two pairs of eyes met, and when conversation is on. It is just I am asking to God, why does He test me with something like this. How could it possi...