Blink 182 Song

actually there are two drafts on my blog that I am working on progress to write. 

But my mind is distracted by the song I Miss You, from Blink 182. 

it is so me right now that I miss someone a lot.

Hello there,
The angel from my nightmare,
The shadow in the background of the morgue.
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley.
We can live like Jack and Sally
If we want

If  we want, they said. yes. but do we want this ? I, honestly dont want this happen to me right now. yet it's not the right time huh to fall for someone. 

Where are you?
And I'm so sorry.
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight.
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time.

but yes this is so painful. That i cant sleep, thinking about someone that i dont know whether he's thinking of me or not. it comes creeping on so haunting every time. Is this the love that every people always talk before? or it's just me being too cheesy for someone? 

Don't waste your time on me.
You're already the voice inside my head.
(I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me.
You're already the voice inside my head.
(I miss you, miss you)

i miss you. bad words to say. bad words that i hate . that i want to ignore.

But as they said, he's already the voice inside my head. I hate it. 

but i miss you. or i miss him. 

hope this isnt love cause i cant be survived from heartbroken. 

and i am not ready yet to just fall.