I just realized that I really dont have anyone to lean on. I dont have anyone else, except Allah. He could flip my heart the seconds i felt sad or happy. He is the one where I can depend on, and no one else. When you feel like you are alone, actually He is never asleep. He is there. And now, I know, I should stop depending on people whom I love. I can love them, but I have to love them because of Him. And not, because i want them to love me back. Because I know, i would be disappointed if they dont love me the same. But I believe, Allah loves me unconditionally. No matter how far I went from Him before, He will welcome me back when I correct myself. And I believe that He is preparing many good things for me, as long as I do what Im told to do. I know, Im full of sins and so reckless, but I know Allah is so forgiving. And I can keep asking His uncountable bless. I am so afraid for all the things i had done, but it is also difficult to stop. But Allah keeps showing His love to me, and im too dirty to accept it. sometimes I complain a lot, but actually I should be really grateful. Oh Allah, please lead me Your way, let me back in your right way. Once again. Forgive me.
He is there, He is your life purpose, and He sees you. Believe it and everything will be fine. Insya Allah.
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