sacrifices, sadness, or anything

a  thing that you usually try to hide from others,
come up fast and never stop,
it always start and hang on something tha you even couldn imagine before
it goes but it always come back again and again.

people wrongly trust something,
but in this case, they cheat on something
they shout and judge
they laugh and go
it's hard,

no it's not about me
it's gonna be really really ok if it happen to me
but to them,
it's a really bad thing!

I'd better be an idiot
than I see them on their crying face,
or lowest point.