helloo old friend. come back to tell you all the secrets huh? hehe now im facing a new phase of life, doesnt mean im already married lol. i got a chance to pursue my dreams, to go to the place i always dreamed about. i feels so close yet so thrilling. i still have a lot of things to do and to achieve. i was never this nervous before. cant let anything fail this but looks like myself who keep failing it. this is so exhausting. but i can not stop. i should run faster and fight harder. and tonight i find myself motivated , once again. i was never this ambitious before. but i should keep telling myself to go beyond my limit. it's difficult. but i promise myself that i can pass this phase. i should struggle to reach my own dreams. i should support myself. let's do this girl. i can face it, pass it, and finish it . even with no hi from you . and when the day comes, you are gonna beg me for having my-hi . naon sih syah, ah. bay. yuk belajar lagi .