Some people may say, loving someone is very easy. it is smooth and happy. it is butterflies everywhere. But no one ever taught us about heartbroken. Or about being forgotten or left, or about having unrequited love or forbidden love. No one ever told you that it could be really killing you. It could leave a big scar in your heart. You cant do anything about love, once you already fell for it, it sticks on you like ever. And yes, when it is unrequited or forbidden or cut, it could kill you slowly and the pain sometimes is unbearable.  However, now that I understand the feeling, yet i still try to heal from it. I do understand that it is not the love that we blame. It is us and our egos that we need to blame. And people had fun and happiness at the moments they were in love. Sometimes we just believe that we deserve every good things that we want. But actually, we just cant have everything. There are some lines that we cant cross. There are some limitations that we might not understand