you know, looking at others having their own happiness, looking at my family and what they should have been trough, looking at myself and not growing better. it is just too much at one time. i become too sensitive about so many things, overthinking and get overwhelmed by my own. i feel like my responsibilities are higher and higher these days. and im not like you or my other friends. i have burdens and many responsibilities as well as expectations. and i had experienced unrequited and forbidden love. my life is pretty sad. but no one sees it through. im a breadwinner yet a liar, yeah that is me. i see myself as a bad person, who should be strong not for myself, but for people whom i love. sometimes i complain how much should i sacrifice myself and my happiness, but some other days i believe this is my happiness to make them happy, and what else should i not be grateful for. God gives me everything , i know. but God, why do you believe that i can hold these problems well? why did You ch

i am lucky i am loved i am full of happiness thank God for everything and thanks to you for reaching me i know you are there,  someday we will see how far we will go for each other.  thank you!