you know.  sometimes im just too loving and caring for others but not for myself.  so often i put others' happiness beyond mine. i hurt myself without realizing it.   when i realize it, like today, it is just too late. ill never been missed cause i already lost myself.  but maybe one day they will regret these days when they were ignoring my texts not picking up my calls and not saying miss me back or maybe oneday, i am the one who regrets that I've been through these miserable days  but still loving them the same.