hai you and all of your complicated things, i look at you and always think about you whether i dont have you on my eyes. you are just a piece of bullshit anyway, but im still into you. hate that anyway. never fell into someone like this before. talking to you is just a medicine, while im having an insomnia. and yeah i hate it . you are so bad boy, you dont like me either, but i care about you, a lot. so tiring. God, can i please be my old self? the one who weren't bothered about something called love. and you, can you please,  i dont know sometimes i want you to be disappeared, but i cant survive thou. dumb me. what im supposed to do ?

in the middle of my new routine, so many thoughts so many worries so many fears and so many hopes and prays and hard works also sacrifices tertiba merindukan masa masa otak ini gak perlu bekerja keras masa masa mudah cas cus sana sini sama mereka mereka yang juga mudah diajak berbagi rinduu~ sekarang yang kupikirkan hanya diri sendiri dan mencapai apa yang kumau ini walau kadang hati ini suka pedih tapi ditahan tahan aja sementara ini tak ada waktu untuk patah hati sesekali menyapa tak apa dua kali menyapa tak bahagia dan tak ada celah untuk yang tak berguna karena waktu seolah selalu terjaga sesungguhnya aku baru mulai tapi langkah terus menggontai kamu yang disana bersantai sesekali bolehlah menyapaku hai eh sudah sudah syah tak ada waktu untuk resah mari aku selesaikan.