hello you been missing you these past months hope you are fine wish we still have more time to spend with get a chance to talk a lot  or a late night call to share with. i miss those good old days when you really took care of me miss the exciting days when you asked me to go anywhere oh i love the way you annoyed me wondering now where it is gone and i love the way i feel the fireworks oh well, i try to catch up yet you are like an ice it is okay im (pretending to be) fine yet i wont make any efforts anymore i think i should let you be and let you go. lastly, just let you know how much i miss you, beb.

i am trying to value my friends more while i have the energy i am trying to give my best anything that I can i dont wanna miss a single thing, when i am here i cant expect a happy ending then but yet, sometimes i forget to value me myself also and sometimes i just put high expectations to those whom i love for just having the same thought or feelings as mine it is august already i hope they miss me as much as i miss them but you can not always force your wants and i have to keep learning to be me myself and alone and have them who value me more, becomes my energy. and let them who dont feel the same away though i really love them. remember one thing that you can not travel back to your past and when this is all over, hope we'll never regret what we do today