im back. welcoming new year, 2022.
last year was tremendously amazing yet it was also full of mistakes and overthinking. Broken heart and insecurities attacked me a lot in 2021. However, the bless and good things never stopped cheering me up last year. I graduated from Uni, after a fab year in Manchester. I met so many good friends and travelled around UK, got so many happiness from it. And i did miss the good old days in 2021, when I was just sitting and chatting in my kitchen in George Kenyon Hall, with my hall mates. And then we were singing and cooking while laughing at our miserable life. The struggle to finish dissertation, to cope with the study, and to adjust with so many things, by my own. Something that I might not have the same experience again in the future. Last year, i learned a lot about myself, about my weakness and my strengths. About people who loves me no matter what happens. i found out that distance wont matter as long as you love the persons, you will always find a way. My most mistakes also happened last year and I admitted it. Being selfish and thinking about myself only, fulfil my egos and desires. Knowing that somethings were not right but i kept going on it. Last year was just so heart-shaking for me. But last year was one of the best years i ever had since i understood life . I was loved by people, and i felt it. And im so grateful for the love that they gave to me.
However, this year i hope i can be better, in every aspects. And i want to be less selfish, controlling my heart and praying more to God. Leaning on Him for all my problems and believing that He is there for me, and He loves me unconditionally. So i wont depend on just people and raise my egos on something that I dont belong. I know this year could be so much more mean to me, but i do believe that God will show me his plan so much more better as well. Pardon my english, I graduated with distinction from University of Manchester, UK, thou! ;p . Finally, thank you 2021 for being so kind to me. Alhamdulillah.
To those who love me, please stay with me through thick and thin one more time, again, this year and hopefully many years ahead. Thank you for understanding and supporting me the way you supported me. I know im not a good person, but i promise to be better and better and better.
cheers,
Aisyah.
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