Finally I realise that not all of the promised can be fulfilled. Some of it should be let go. Because even the nicest person can do the most evil thing. Hoping that you would meet someone perfect is not possible. Everyone can make mistakes and sins. You cant see pure angels in this world. They are all problematic. They are all miserable at some points. So if you ever thought that 'oh this man is perfect' then you are all wrong. No one can be as perfect as angels.  However, there is always a way out for every problems or mistakes or sins in this world. This world is cruel yes, but God is beyond everything. So if you believe in God and his existence, im sure you will find peace in it. Because you know, that He will always forgive you. And i feel it now. I feel in peace. Although, problems and sins have come shaking my body and broken my bones into pieces, and tore my hearts apart, i am okay now. Because I know, after some time, that God will never leave me. Even after I did a lot...

no matter how big your love is or how much you miss a person, as long as they are not meant for you then you just need to hold those feelings within yourself. and let them go.  it is so painful.  really. unrequited love is the worst.