hai strong willed
i just have no idea how to meet and to tell you my stories with all of this kind of busy. haha
so i am gonna tell some of the thoughts here,
no worries even other people read it,
well, no one will care to this silly blog haha
world is going crazy
people tries to avoid their responsibilities, they just do what they want to do
they leave the difficult things behind,
and i usually sweeps it like dusts, alone
you know what i mean,
many people think about their ownself, they think about their futures, careers, love, etc
they dont think about other people's things.
you know, i hate the situation when i have to try to be nice to everyone ,
covering their bad habits in front of the others, but they dont care or even look at me.
or maybe they just yell at me and say that I am doing nothing good
am i tired? i guess i havent
you know it sometimes blows up from my mind and at the moment, i always think :
why do i do this ? again and i do the things that i am not supposed to do.
just because i have to protect the others ,
just like a hero
but unfortunately, i am just a unwanted hero
poor
not really, this is just another complain in this blog
you know strong willed,
my life is beautiful
it is as beautiful as my sisters' smiles or my niece's laughs
but i just cant feel it now, somehow
too many things in my head, and my head isnt as tough as yours
it's like i am having a headache , but i am not sick
can i just think about my own future?
hahahaha
i know you;re bored to listen or to read
but i cant explain more here
but just in case we never meet again, at least i have wrote it
sorry for disturbing you with this silly things,
sometimes i just need a brother
who will hit my head to stop thinking bad,
at the time like that, you know no one can be a brother
well, i am actually happy,
no depressed at all
no need to worries.
but i am just too selfish today
that you should at least text me once
so we can chat and talk as usual
i just have no idea how to meet and to tell you my stories with all of this kind of busy. haha
so i am gonna tell some of the thoughts here,
no worries even other people read it,
well, no one will care to this silly blog haha
world is going crazy
people tries to avoid their responsibilities, they just do what they want to do
they leave the difficult things behind,
and i usually sweeps it like dusts, alone
you know what i mean,
many people think about their ownself, they think about their futures, careers, love, etc
they dont think about other people's things.
you know, i hate the situation when i have to try to be nice to everyone ,
covering their bad habits in front of the others, but they dont care or even look at me.
or maybe they just yell at me and say that I am doing nothing good
am i tired? i guess i havent
you know it sometimes blows up from my mind and at the moment, i always think :
why do i do this ? again and i do the things that i am not supposed to do.
just because i have to protect the others ,
just like a hero
but unfortunately, i am just a unwanted hero
poor
not really, this is just another complain in this blog
you know strong willed,
my life is beautiful
it is as beautiful as my sisters' smiles or my niece's laughs
but i just cant feel it now, somehow
too many things in my head, and my head isnt as tough as yours
it's like i am having a headache , but i am not sick
can i just think about my own future?
hahahaha
i know you;re bored to listen or to read
but i cant explain more here
but just in case we never meet again, at least i have wrote it
sorry for disturbing you with this silly things,
sometimes i just need a brother
who will hit my head to stop thinking bad,
at the time like that, you know no one can be a brother
well, i am actually happy,
no depressed at all
no need to worries.
but i am just too selfish today
that you should at least text me once
so we can chat and talk as usual
Hai Aisyah :)
ReplyDeleteWhen was the last time we discuss till midnite? haha
we are in the last year and we are busy in our own way. i know what you feel cause i have the same situation right now *teruscurhat* haha
hei, honestly, you are the strongest and the wisest girl that i've ever met. your problems just make you become stronger and wiser than before. keep inspiring, keep fighting, and keep smiling, aisyah :)
i'm so proud to have you as my friend and we will still be friend forever, huh? :)
maulidya falah ketua teknikaaaa !!!
Deleteof course, we're friend, and we will always be.
proud of having a friend like you too ul,
you know, sometime i just have to tell someone or something about that feeling hahaha and blog is such a beautiful way to tell it haha.
be stronger and wiser, that's what we have to be!!!
just hope and pray that God pay on us someday for what we do now :)
p.s. let's have all night long to chat and talk *if we have a time :")
Oooops I found some grammatical errors. LOL, nevermind :p Himnaeyo uri eonni sarang! There's a time when you don't have to think about any other people.
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